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It’s been like more than 1 year…

XH: Oh my gosh! There’s a deer!x3
Everbody: Where?where where?x a lot
XH: Oh it’s gone…

Charlotte: Oh shit… Ahaha

XH: There was a deer, then it went past… And nobody saw…
Jelly: You (dunno what) fate…
(can’t make out what she said in the second word)
XH: Who’s the one who saw?
(Me. So I am the lucky one)

Sandy: Who wants to be samuel’s girlfriend?
(Apparently cause of the accent we are speaking in)

-.-

Ahaha.
Oh the great times

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

Farewell was quite a blast man.

Yeah. Like a lot of photos sia… abit lazy to put everything up. Go my facebook if you want. AHA! Yeah I have facebook now people. Teehee…

Main thing is not really this farewell event. As in, not that I am not crediting the J1s for holding a fantasic farewell, (by the way they did a great job) it’s just farewell is a lot more than just byebye.

Like what happened in secondary school, everything has to come to an end. No matter how much you can’t put it down, you still have to put it down. Maybe that is why till now I still have to check back on the choir blog regularly and go to the choir room to say hi to the juniors. Cause I just really miss everything so so much.

And I need to slowly let go.

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Actually, just today, Zer was asking me whether I want to join consort to sing for choral elite, cause if I join, she will join, or just anyone la basically. But the thing is, I don’t really want to join a different choir. There is a very great difference when you are in school in a choir.
I don’t want to lose the feelings a great memories that I have in this choir, you know. I am scared that going into a new choir, like consort, all my great feelings and sentiments will disappear. And I will leave choir eventually just because I do not like it.

I want to leave it loving it. I want to leave with a great piece of memory. Like how I left PL choir (will be better is some TT never taint my memory) and how I am leaving MJ choir now.

Standing on the same stage, singing with the group of people I know, the group of people I love, the group of people that I have spent great times with. Even if you tell me that this is a group of very great singers, I will still feel uncomfortable.

Know what I mean?

The magic happens when you are with a group that is not perfect, sing with all your heart,practice and try to close up the gaps,  and manage to pull off a great performance. That is when you realise, everyone has grown, everyone, this is it. I am so proud of all of you. We did it…

Yeap.

I love it. Really.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

Yeah… Hi… Please pronouce it is EH-VA-RAY-BARR-DAYYY

Haha. Abit high now.

For some reason, the Harry Potter craze was revived in my class. Actually cause I go explain the harry potter to Huiming, then she go reread deathly hollows. Then she go infuse all her conversations with Harry Potter. Then dunno why she and Joan started sorting everyone into houses.

Huiming and Joan named themselves the sorting hats and they sorted me to Hufflepuff -.-…
Cause they said I am not smart enough to be in Ravenclaw, not brave enough to be in Griffindor and not evil enough to be in Slytherin. -.- These nasty people.

That’s why I shall set up my own house in hogwarts, and name is Remus Lupino… Yeap. In memory of Remus Lupin. Then all the houses all 3 syllybal… So like better to make it Lupino house then Lupin house. Yeah. YES PEOPLE.

I LOVE LUPIN!!

Okay… Not really this guy la, just the character. YAY! So sad that he died…
WAHH!!! I’d rather Harry Potter die then him la.

I am in Lupino house and the colours of the house shall be Grey+Black. HOW COOL! WAHAHA!

Yeah. Quite a lot of stuff has happened in the past few days actually. Like neh go blog about it cause like don’t really feel like going online. Like MJ Choir farewell… Yesterday got the National Day celebration… Then blah blah blah… A lot la. Haha.

BUT

I shall blog about choirfarewell!

In the post below

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

Yeah, I think I am slipping.

Like time is slipping is one thing. The other is my quiet time… Like I keep giving myself reasons not o do it… That is not good. And my goal to pray for my second sis is like ultimate fail… -.-

I need to grasp on to all these things man, if not I will just fall deeper and deeper.
Before I know it, everything will be dark and I won’t be able to crawl out.

So I must hang on and press on more, if not, the situation is gonna be damn bad.
It has been and great day and tmr is gonna be so much better.

Happy 7/8/9 people!

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

Whatever… You are done with being childish then tell me.
I am younger but more mature can.

Maybe that’s why Huiming put me in Hufflepuff.
Yeah, but whatever. I am always the one who is wrong and you are always the one who is right. Let it be. Yeap. I shall just tell myself that I am above all these.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

While discussing about a case study about market failure during econs…
Topic: Cigarette and it’s negative externalities…

Ms Ng: So… What type of people smoke?
Edmund: Mutts (Malay ah bengs – not the actual spelling)

Ms Ng: (-.-”’) What other types of people?
Edmund: Ah Pek!

Ms Ng: (-.-”’ ”’ ”’) As in what age do they start smking at?
Edmund: When they are Mutts. (still trying to be funny)

Ms Ng: Edmund, this is not funny arh, if you continue on with this I will get angry, can you imagine how Fazall feels? Fazall, you can take this?

Hui Ling whispers to XH: I thought Fazall Indian?

Wah!!! I tell you ultimate! I laugh like damn hard la. Seldom that such super funny episodes reveal themselves. But yeah. HAHA!

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

wah… My mum like nagging at me now. -.-

Damn irritated…

Like I know it’s all the same things budden it just gets on my friggin nerves. She keeps comparing me to herself when she was my age. How can you actually compare? I understand la! You were in a poorer environment and stuff, I respect that and everything. BUT YOU CANNOT COMPARE WHAT! You put me in the past I will alsofight through. But now we are in the present right! Can you like wake up from your slumber of living in one million years ago? 

Now is now right? Who are you to judge whether I did work or not sia. You don’t even know. Please. Results bad = never do work. Then liddat all the people in this world are going to be condemed to nothingness la! EVERYDAY MATHS MATHS MATHS, “YOUR MATHS GOT DO NOT?” “YOUR MATHS GOT DO HOW COME STILL FAIL?” SORRY LA! I never work hard enough. Happy?

RARH! Damn irritated.

Shall indulge myself in my world og music now. 

And you think I dunno what kind of deep shit I am in? You think only. To you I am some slacker who doesn’t care about my future. Hello, it’s me. I worry about it dunno how many million times more than you. Just that I don’t get on other peoples’ nerve to make my points and thoughts clear.

-.-

Okay, I feel better after ranting.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

Dudes…

I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED! This is not good at all… -.-

The MOH announced that school will still resume… -.-

I was telling the depressed souls around me, news is an everchanging thing. So it might still change. So for now, study hard, vote hard pray hard hard that things will just go well.

And something stupid, they reported that there won’t be assembly on the first day of school cause they don’t want everyone to be together on the same day. BUT AS IF THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE… -.- Cause we are still going into the HALL as a COHORT to TAKE OUR MATH PAPER. AND LECTURES WILL STILL GO ON.

They think that the only time we can actually be together as a whole school is assembly sia. -.- Sounds so stupid. DUDES, we study in a HOMEROOM SYSTEM YO! We move around, we are practically in contact everyday.

Actually, if we think of it, it might not be safe at home also, those who live in HDB flats are highly concentrated. The first floor ppl sneeze up, the last floor ppl throw their germs infested tissue down we are kena already. SO! we should just throw everyone into the sea or something so that the whole world can be safe. HEH.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

Yeah. Thinking a lot.

Past few days like mood abit bad. Maybe damn bad. Those around me better watch out for this weird ass person stomping her way around. That’s me. -.-

Sometimes, you just feel so lost in being yourself… You want this, yet the others want that and since you don’t want to be alone you want what the others want although that is not what you actually want and you end up deluding yourself that you are happy with it and you can do whatever you want some other day.

Or maybe you are unwilling and you say NO and all the others end up unhappy and you have to end up unhappy since the whole mood of the group is like bad.

So you weigh out these 2 situations and you find yourself agreeing that the first option is better. So just hide this unhappiness and forget it. The feeling will go away.

But in the very end, this unhappiness is accumulated and you seem to be lost in being yourself or not being a spoil market. I guess sacrifices have to be made in order for relationships to work out. If I do go around wanting my way all the time, I will end up being disliked by a lot of people and stuff.

So in a sense being considerate to others will mean being inconsiderate to youself yet it is actually being considerate since you will have a better life being liked by people?

I am abit confused by the thoughts in my mind now.

Maybe it was from reading my lit text, if I think too much about this kind of stuff, I will end up dead like some poets… -.- But I am feeling very angsty now. All thanks to the stupid racist comment.

When you are a kid, the images that revolve around you are unclear. Yet you have such great memories about childhood as all you remember are happy times. You do not feel extensively for people around you as you slowly grow up and learn about feelings and emotions. (That is probably why I pushed this poor girl down the slide when I was a kid, sorry dude) Yeap. Now, this kinda stuff won’t happen, cause you will just think of the pros and cons to a situation. Should I do this, should I not do this. Should I go with the crowd, should I speak up about what I feel. Sometimes you become more daring, only to be bitten and thus, you grow scared of the matter.

You shrink slowly as life grows on.
Irony…
As you grow up, you are shrinking…

Hurmm….

Thoughtful.

As I said, if we think so much about stuff, we will end up dead like some poet. SO, think happy thought ppl. HAPPY THOUGHTS!

Also, whatever it is, when in a dilema about life, and about your identity, just know that you are living in the way God wants you to can liao. Who cares about others. I am myself and I don’t care what others think of me.

Land before time: Let your heart guide you…

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

There was this picture of a cute baby smiling without teeth on my blog quite some time ago. Maybe around 2 years?

Then this FWEAK posted this comment for it, “This baby actually looks very ugly. I think Asians are Vicious and ugly.” WHAT THE POK!

NASTY PERSON SIA!

This kind of people are those kind in whom I want to throw eggs at and the reason why the world is at war. Discriminating those who are different and feeling like they are the most superior ppl of all.

FWEAK!

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui