Archive for November, 2008

TOUGH

It is really tough, but I wil try. But I think I have been like this since secondary school. I think I am kinda having an identity crisis also actually.

Not the first time that I came to sudden realisation about the fact that I always seem to react in an overboard way. There has been a lot of times where I told myself, “okay, you need to have some self control… blah blha blha.” But it never seems to work.

It will fade off after some time and people will get back so either “bullying me” or getting irritated with me thinking that I want attention and everything…

At least that is what’s taking place now la.

I should really tone down.

YES WOMAN. KEEP TELLING YOURSELF TO TONE DOWN!

I will not get all high pitched when ppl suan me
I will not scream when people scare me

I WILL NOT!

AND STARTING TODAY, I SHALL BE A CHANGED HUMAN.

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I used to tell myself that I will never circum to social pressures and I shall be myself the way that I am. But it turns out I care too much. I am really not acting… This is really who I am. But it seems as if people are unhappy about it. So I need to change that part of myself.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

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Retarded Jelly

I think Jelly is retarded.

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Xioahui

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Why death?

Recently, Bin told me something that struck me like a clock.

The 2nd runner up of the 3rd xin guangbang commited suicide.

Also, this zoo cleaner killed himseld by jumping into this tiger’s enclosure recently and got mauled to death by 3 white tigers.

Why do people choose to die?

You life lies ahead of you. How you live it is determined by yourself. Maybe you can tell me that the zoo cleaner had his reasons. But why did the star choose death so solve her problems? Death does not solve anything, this problem still exists even after you die. It is just the escapist attitude that ppl take when they are too cowardly to face the challenges ahead.

Like after a storm there is a rainbow. What goes up must come down. When something bad happens, if we just use such a kind of escapist attitude to face the problems we have, we will fail to see the rainbow at the end of a storm. Or enjoy a harvest at the end of a drought.

Everyone has problems in life, it is just how you face them. I can’t compare ourselves to the africans as much as they are less fortunate, as both groups have very different problems. It is unfair to say that we have more things then them, thus we should be happier. (though it is true)

Bottom line is. Problems will exist no matter who you are, waht you are, where you are or when it is Problems are part of life. Problems are God’s way of bulding our character. YEP.

PEOPLE WHO LIVE THROUGH THEIR LIFE AND EXPERIENCE ALL THE CHALLGENGERS FIRST HAND ARE THE REAL VICTORS!!! WHOOHOOO!!!

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

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LEctures and more lectures

This whole week was filled with lectures. Monday was Maths followed by chem (which I am not involved in but was just waiting for humans), did not learn anything. Merely copied down whatever that was said. I felt like I was going through the lecturer’s inner thoughts cause he was not at teaching at all but recting out all the steps. -.-

Tuesday was Econs, than lit, than choir. Whoot!
Wednesday nothing, than choir. But met up with Sandy earlier to jog.
Thursday was maths than econs.

And it was this day which PH and I decided that we shall not listen to the lecture and start doing rubbish stuff at the back of the LT. And JELLY was absent cause she was lazy to come.

bored
Yep. This was how bored we were. We were drawing rubbish thingys.

Friday was lit, followed by sakaeing with Nicole, Joan and PH again (Like see her everyday liddat)
One thing is, I missed the lesson on friday cause I overslept to 8.30am…

Oh wells. this concludes the whole week of lecture and I shall stt mugging and playing. And going for choir.

HAHA

Always look on thr bright side of life,
Xioahui

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ALYNN!! YOUR QUIZ!!

EH. I got read okay… -.- Haha.

Three names you go by:
1. Xioahui (Xiaohui)
2. Jennifer Lucy Neo -.-
3. *cough* Paedo… -.- *cough*
Actually got a lot… but they only asked for 3. Heehee…

Three screen names you have had:
1. xiOAhui
2. Erm… I don’t really remember the others…
3.

Three parts of your heritage:
1. PL choir
2. PLPB
3. 4A2`07

Three things that scare you:
1. People booing me
2. Random emails with things popping out to scare me
3. Crowded places

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. MP3 (particularly musiic)
2. SWEETS
3. Prata (not really everyday essential… But I am craving for them now)

Three things you are wearing now:
1. MJ uniform… -.- cause I am in school
2. FBTs underneath
3. Hairband…

Three of your favourite songs:
1. When you say nothing at all
2. The Call
3. Particularly songs with memory and played an impt part in my life.
Can’t really list out everything.

Two truths & a lie, in no particular order:
1. I am telling you a lie (AHA!)
2. I love to eat roti prata
3. I am wating for PH to end her GEOG LESSON now…

Three of your favourite hobbies:
1. Stoning on the bus
2. Singing
3. Eating ROTI PRATA

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Eat roti prata
2. Laugh
3. Eat sakae buffet

Three careers you’re considering/you’ve considered:
1. Teacher in PL
2. Social worker going to other countries
3. *cough* singer *cough* bleah

Three places you want to go on vacation to:
1. OLOMOUC!!! I MISS OLOMOUC!!!
2. KUNMING CHINA!!! (CIP TRIP!!!)
3. Erm… Antartica (:

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. GO BUNGEE JUMP
2. SEE VANESSA LEE SHI QI BUNGEE JUMP
3. erm… tell people what I want to tell them

Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
1. I burp
2. I don’t like to shop
3. If there is war and you catch me to be a POW. You don’t have to pull out my finger nails as a form of torture. Just paint them. It will be torturous enough for me.

Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
1. I whine… (BUT ONLY WHEN PEOPLE KEEP TEASING ME)
I don’t whine for people to do something for me 
2. I scream when I get shocked… like humans boo! me from the back
3. I spray deodorant… -.-

Three people that you would like see take this quiz too:
1. PH+JELLY+ZER and her SUNSHINE PPL
2. JOAN+NICOLE and all the A101 humans
3. Just anyone who sees this lah

haha.

I read your post horh alynn tan!!! HAHA.

Always look on thr bright side of life,
Xioahui

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NO MORE OP!

WHOPEDOOO!!! NO MORE OP!!!

The only chapter left for PW is InR!!!

AHAHA!!!

Yeah!!!

As much as I did not do very well during my presentation…
But it is all over so who cares RIGHT?
I shall worry about my results only next year, no use emoing about it now. WHOOHOO!

Now… I should really start studying right after PW is over.

SHOULD DOs
– Study with secondary school mates
– Study with choir mates
– Study with class mates
– Study with me myself and I and the void deck
MAIN POINT: STUDY!!!!
– Watch MADAGASCAR 2 with choir mates and secondary sch mates
– Imitate the penguins again.
– Start saving up for christmas gifts…
– Clear all the PW things in my desktop.
– GO FOR OUTINGS AND MORE OURTNGS!!

SHOULD NOTs
– Devote too much time to going online.
– Go online 24 hours
– Sleep late
– Chat to online people
– Be distracted too much by the stupid COMPUTER

Yeah… I shall go to the choir room now to count tickets… -.-

P.S. Thank God for guiding me through this whole year of disgusting PEE DOUBLE-EWW!!! One chapter of As over!!!

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

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Humans are weird

I think humans are weird. We always like to make simple things complicated. I think there a lot of times, the problems in which we encounter is only extablised on the basis of thinking to much. Not saying that I am not human also, I am an human too, so I am also weird.

Yep. Things are simple.

AND, I stick by my point that there are a lot of interesting things around that we have to observe to see.

yep… 🙂

Was out with Jelly, Zer, Ph and Martin on the bus 27 I think.

Yepyep.

Sunday’s choir practice was quite fruitful, got to know more people is one thing. But I think I am a noisy gal, so there were people irritated with me and stuff. Shall try my best to tone down a little. But I am being myself… So yeah. -.-

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

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