Archive for November 19, 2008

TOUGH

It is really tough, but I wil try. But I think I have been like this since secondary school. I think I am kinda having an identity crisis also actually.

Not the first time that I came to sudden realisation about the fact that I always seem to react in an overboard way. There has been a lot of times where I told myself, “okay, you need to have some self control… blah blha blha.” But it never seems to work.

It will fade¬†off after some time and people will get back so either “bullying me” or getting irritated with me thinking that I want attention and everything…

At least that is what’s taking place now la.

I should really tone down.

YES WOMAN. KEEP TELLING YOURSELF TO TONE DOWN!

I will not get all high pitched when ppl suan me
I will not scream when people scare me

I WILL NOT!

AND STARTING TODAY, I SHALL BE A CHANGED HUMAN.

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I used to tell myself that I will never circum to social pressures and I shall be myself the way that I am. But it turns out I care too much. I am really not acting… This is really who I am. But it seems as if people are unhappy about it. So I need to change that part of myself.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

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