TOUGH

It is really tough, but I wil try. But I think I have been like this since secondary school. I think I am kinda having an identity crisis also actually.

Not the first time that I came to sudden realisation about the fact that I always seem to react in an overboard way. There has been a lot of times where I told myself, “okay, you need to have some self control… blah blha blha.” But it never seems to work.

It will fade off after some time and people will get back so either “bullying me” or getting irritated with me thinking that I want attention and everything…

At least that is what’s taking place now la.

I should really tone down.

YES WOMAN. KEEP TELLING YOURSELF TO TONE DOWN!

I will not get all high pitched when ppl suan me
I will not scream when people scare me

I WILL NOT!

AND STARTING TODAY, I SHALL BE A CHANGED HUMAN.

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I used to tell myself that I will never circum to social pressures and I shall be myself the way that I am. But it turns out I care too much. I am really not acting… This is really who I am. But it seems as if people are unhappy about it. So I need to change that part of myself.

Always look on the bright side of life,
Xioahui

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4 Responses so far »

  1. 1

    atiqah:) said,

    i am happy with who you are!
    you are missed!
    *hugs and kissses
    love ya! 😀

  2. 2

    eileen said,

    till this very day, you havent blog and you are off. -.-

  3. 3

    weiying said,

    hello!!!!!!!!!!!!
    UPDATE K(:

    HAHAHA

    (:

  4. 4

    Alynn. said,

    Xioa Hui! Blog more leh. Can’t wait for next squatters outing where you promised to come. Heh.


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