Archive for June, 2009



I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED! This is not good at all… -.-

The MOH announced that school will still resume… -.-

I was telling the depressed souls around me, news is an everchanging thing. So it might still change. So for now, study hard, vote hard pray hard hard that things will just go well.

And something stupid, they reported that there won’t be assembly on the first day of school cause they don’t want everyone to be together on the same day. BUT AS IF THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE… -.- Cause we are still going into the HALL as a COHORT to TAKE OUR MATH PAPER. AND LECTURES WILL STILL GO ON.

They think that the only time we can actually be together as a whole school is assembly sia. -.- Sounds so stupid. DUDES, we study in a HOMEROOM SYSTEM YO! We move around, we are practically in contact everyday.

Actually, if we think of it, it might not be safe at home also, those who live in HDB flats are highly concentrated. The first floor ppl sneeze up, the last floor ppl throw their germs infested tissue down we are kena already. SO! we should just throw everyone into the sea or something so that the whole world can be safe. HEH.

Always look on the bright side of life,

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I am PMSing

Yeah. Thinking a lot.

Past few days like mood abit bad. Maybe damn bad. Those around me better watch out for this weird ass person stomping her way around. That’s me. -.-

Sometimes, you just feel so lost in being yourself… You want this, yet the others want that and since you don’t want to be alone you want what the others want although that is not what you actually want and you end up deluding yourself that you are happy with it and you can do whatever you want some other day.

Or maybe you are unwilling and you say NO and all the others end up unhappy and you have to end up unhappy since the whole mood of the group is like bad.

So you weigh out these 2 situations and you find yourself agreeing that the first option is better. So just hide this unhappiness and forget it. The feeling will go away.

But in the very end, this unhappiness is accumulated and you seem to be lost in being yourself or not being a spoil market. I guess sacrifices have to be made in order for relationships to work out. If I do go around wanting my way all the time, I will end up being disliked by a lot of people and stuff.

So in a sense being considerate to others will mean being inconsiderate to youself yet it is actually being considerate since you will have a better life being liked by people?

I am abit confused by the thoughts in my mind now.

Maybe it was from reading my lit text, if I think too much about this kind of stuff, I will end up dead like some poets… -.- But I am feeling very angsty now. All thanks to the stupid racist comment.

When you are a kid, the images that revolve around you are unclear. Yet you have such great memories about childhood as all you remember are happy times. You do not feel extensively for people around you as you slowly grow up and learn about feelings and emotions. (That is probably why I pushed this poor girl down the slide when I was a kid, sorry dude) Yeap. Now, this kinda stuff won’t happen, cause you will just think of the pros and cons to a situation. Should I do this, should I not do this. Should I go with the crowd, should I speak up about what I feel. Sometimes you become more daring, only to be bitten and thus, you grow scared of the matter.

You shrink slowly as life grows on.
As you grow up, you are shrinking…



As I said, if we think so much about stuff, we will end up dead like some poet. SO, think happy thought ppl. HAPPY THOUGHTS!

Also, whatever it is, when in a dilema about life, and about your identity, just know that you are living in the way God wants you to can liao. Who cares about others. I am myself and I don’t care what others think of me.


Land before time: Let your heart guide you… 🙂

Always look on the bright side of life,

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There was this picture of a cute baby smiling without teeth on my blog quite some time ago. Maybe around 2 years?

Then this FWEAK posted this comment for it, “This baby actually looks very ugly. I think Asians are Vicious and ugly.” WHAT THE POK!


This kind of people are those kind in whom I want to throw eggs at and the reason why the world is at war. Discriminating those who are different and feeling like they are the most superior ppl of all.


Always look on the bright side of life,

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Got this email from evan of this 3 yr old little girl praying. She started off with 1/4 of the “Jesus loves me” song. Then went on to pray the Lord’s prayer.

… Jesus loves me
Yes! Jesus loves me,
For the Bible tells me so.

*Ok, now you pray. Our Father in heaven…*

Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
(muffled) on earth as in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
(muffled) Forgive us our sins
as we forgive those who sin against us.
(eh? where is this part?) Save us from the time of trial
and deliver us from evil.

For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours
now and for ever. Amen.


Makes me happy.

Always look on the bright side of life,

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